Mmm love ...
Who still people who do not ever hear the word love
Even now I am being felt
Sometimes it is difficult for us to be positioned this
What else should choose
Friend…
The most valuable is a person in this world after the family
Only sahabatlah can understand our predicament
And always there when we are happy or sorrow
Choose between his friend and the love which one should I choose?
The handsome figure of a man present in my life, giving warmth to me, for some reason, when I was beside him all feel comfortable and peaceful. In fact, I often nervous himself while in his hug.
The figure is now present among us, rather as companions. I want him to be more than a friend to me. What people are saying - they were right. I have fallen in love with my best friend.
Introduce my name is Tiara Princess Refana, people - ordinary people call Refa. I also own a closest friend with me his name Saufika
Tania he was called Fika. We are friends already from our small, we often really vent together, play together, there is even a friend of our school that we assume these twin Sodara, karana so close.
But the end - the end is nothing suspicious attitude Fika, as there he was hiding from me but usually no problem if he again sure he'll tell me. Each asked me certainly he always says "I'm fine anyway, relax, so don't need excessive" and many more reasons that he gave to me
This afternoon after school we did not go home as usual. I, Fika and men end - the end always makes me nervous is planning to go to the mall first.
Arrived - suddenly "Aww ..." Fika moaning in pain
"Why? Are you sick, we can go to hospital. "I said
"Yes Fik" Said Julio
Fika shook his head "No need. we just to go home ." Reject Fika
"Mmm OK." I said
We both also deliver Fika return to his home. Fika after arriving home, we both immediately return not forget Juliolah who drove me home. In the middle of the street, arrived - arrived Julio stopped his car and pulled over.
I was startled when he saw Julio holding my hand, "Ref, you would not be more than a friend in my life, you would not be my girlfriend?" He said while menapat face
I also looked into his eyes, it was obvious sincerity in his eyes. I also nodded a sign that I accept his love.
He smiled "Thanks Ref." He said, and then re-driving mobinya and take me home.
Let this timeless taste in my heart
Let him always by my side
Because this is what I want
"You invented at Refa, Lio?"
"Yes Fik, I am very happy invented him, it turns out I did not love unrequited."
"Congratulations Lio,"
I never would have thought,
Will hurt this
When you mention his name, i heard
And when you are close
"And in talking about what the hell you two, I think really exciting." I had just approached them both
"You invented at Lio, Ref?"
"Yes, hehehe." I said, and sat down beside Julio
"Oh congratulations yes, when?"
"Yesterday," said Julio
1 message received
From Lio
Ref, later came home from school ok.
I will immediately reply your text
To Lio:
Fika how? Invite also yes, not good later we calculated ngabaiin him again since we invented, lol
2 message received
From Refa:
Ref, you go home the same Lio wrote it, I did not come, because I want to go first. Ok hehehe
To Lio:
Not so Lio, last Fika sma I said, he's not with first
I was soon to enter my cell phone into my pocket, after the lesson finished I went straight to Julio go to class chance she was not in my class but her classmates with Fika.
Julio came out of the class and immediately led me toward the parking lot.
Oh god why I can not have it
I love him
I love him
A girl was playing cell phone, for a moment he was stunned as he reached for the photo frame that is before him. Three friends look there Fika - Julio - Refa were playing together at a lake.
"Now my hope is lost, he had become the property of others, even those that are my best friend, not me. Perhaps it will be treasured in my heart, I'm willing to keep all my feelings, for both their sakes friend, happy "
The girl even then put back in the picture frame and then grabbed her cell phone ringing.
"Julio," he muttered, but he still let his cell phone rang
"Sorry Lio, I'm not able to hear your voice again, I'm afraid to think it would be painful for me, especially when I see you together Refa." Said Fika
Fika middle of stirring the drink, he turned towards the back, see Julio and Refa were laughing together, embracing Julio leaning dibahu Refa Refa & Julio.
Fika was completed last drink and left the canteen environment.
"You why do Fik, ngejauh really think of me." I said to Fika
"Nothing" he said simply
"Why Fik? Why are you so closed gini with me, if you face any problem with me a story? "
"No proble Refa then, no I will really hide it." Said Fika then closed the book and passed away leaving in place
I only pick-my shoulders and mutter "Strange"
I went to class Fika, first I want to see him, but it seems she's not in class, I just met a dairy blue book. At first I hesitated to read it, but I also ventured to read a book of his dairy.
Dairy
I do not know what to do anymore, the longer this disease makes me weak. Initially I was strong there because he was near me, but somehow, now when I look at her even more to make me weak, made me even more pain. God I have liver cancer scares me leaving - people my dear.
I shed tears, "Oh god, so far Fika suffering from cancer." I was immediately shut dairy Fika, and left the classroom Fika.
Why did you not say all this with me Fik, so it's a secret that you hided from me, is that you change your attitude ngebuat end - the end of me. I muttered
To Fika:
You have the heart Fik
1 new message received
From Fika:
What do you mean the same heart to tell me?
To Fika:
You nasty at me?
From Fika:
What did you say, I'm evil, evil you are with me. You invented at Lio without the slightest feeling you're thinking about me. Ref sick sick I know you invented the same time Lio, because you know what, I like it at Lio. So who here is evil. Not me but you.
Bitiran - drop of water fell on both cheeks forming a small river.
Turns Fika still has another secret besides his illness that he hided from me. Why did you not ever the same story I if you also like Lio, you've made me feel guilty. We both have friends why you lied me during this time. I said interrupted by tears, clutching the necklace with the initials RF Refa- Fika.
A week has passed since the incident at the time, I never heard from Fika, the end - the end was I never seen school, where he is?
After visiting the house, I also get news from home that Fika were hospitalized. I & Julio set off to the hospital. When he got there it turned out Fika still unconscious. We both agreed to wait until unconscious.
When I learned Fika've realized I was immediately approached "Fik, loe gak papa, right?"
Fika turns his face the other way because do not want to see me "What are you doing here?" He said coldly
"You why do Fik, I want to know the circumstances here's just you, if I had one with you I'm sorry."
"I'M STILL THE SAME CARE FOR YOU !!" he snapped
"Yet it you're the best friend I Fik." I said
"Oh, so you still be my friend anyway, kirain've not."
"You why do Fik, so why the same said Refa." Said Julio
"i don't care, weve I think it." Says cold Fika
"What the hell Fik Refa one with you."
"You want to know Lio,." Said Fika
Listening to Fika just now I decided to leave the hospital room Fika. I happened to walk past the doctor's office, I saw my father in Fika was talking to a doctor about a donor liver for Fika. During Fika only live with her father because her mother is long dead.
What may be the heart om Revan not suitable for Fika, so they talked about the donor heart. I muttered behind the walls of the room doctor
Once I saw the father Fika out of the doctor's office, I will immediately go into the doctor's office.
"Sorry doctor, last I heard he was looking for a donor liver doctor for Fika. Try my heart doctor check fit or not, I want to donate my heart to Fika dock. "I said
"But we're looking for donors son was already dead."
"Already, just calm doctor, let the doctor check my heart now fit or not."
Finally, the doctor was going to check my heart, after a few days I'm waiting for the results now, I will know it.
"How dock, what the results are fit." I said
The doctor nodded and smiled at me.
I will reply to all Fik, Only in this way I apologize with you. I hope you can forgive me. My mind
To the doctor Wira:
Doctors can come out now, take my heart and immediately gave it to Fika.
I will soon be crossing the highway in the hospital. Not long truck that was speeding, I will eventually get hit.
Aldy doctor immediately go to me, but too late that I had died.
Fika has been completed thanks to the donor liver surgery and that he had been declared cured.
Aldy any doctor came to me Fika who was cool to chat with Julio and his father.
"Fika, this is a letter to you, and may I know who named Julio," said the doctor
"I Julio dock."
"Oh, there was also a letter for you." Said the doctor
Dear my bestfiend Fika,
Hi Fik, you still mad at me huh?
I'm sorry, yes, I beg you watch - well yes care of me. I donorin my heart to apologize with you, maybe this way you can forgive me. Hopefully with this heart you can recover yes.
Forgive me Fik.
Refa _ _
Dear Julio true love,
Lio, I'm sorry. I had lef you all, especially you. Keep Fika - well yes Lio. You should be able to love like you love me Fika. Do you dissapointed him. During this same Fika it likes you. Maybe I'm evil huh? Already happy - happy over the suffering of Fika. Therefore I putusin I donorin my heart for him as his successor. be happy with Fika OK, for me, I love you.
Refa _ _
After reading the letter they're both the same - the same cry.
"Noooo, Refaaaa forgive me," he cried
A few years later
In the lake seen two people were staring dreamily lake.
I've prove it my promise the same to you, I've safe Fika. Here we were both going to celebrate your birthday. Ref Hapyy ya birthday, may you be happy there. Julio inner holding hands Fika
Thanks Ref, you've made me live longer on earth. I owe you so much. I willingly sometimes Julio often mention your name. I hope you will always be happy there. I miss you Refa same. Inner Fika while crying
